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Anxious about taking photos, not normal for me

I need to sleep, Alex is taking some pics of me for “After” photos (ok well hopefully “during” photos but hopefully you know what I mean) and I would like to look as if I slept more than 2 hours.
You know when I modeled when I was really big I was never nervous, I really wasn’t worried how I looked as long as I was doing my job and looking how I was supposed to…and now I am all anxious about how I will look in my pics. 
I think I am just not use to how I look now, everything is so different, I have bone structure I never knew I had and I feel that I look a lot closer to my age than I ever have before.  I guess I also worry there won’t be a noticable difference between the last set of photos we did ten months ago and now which is silly because I am about 50 pounds smaller now.
Anyway I will post pics tomorrow and we will see.


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Wordless Wednesday-comparison photos

10-2009 (450)

03-07-12 (235)

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New pics, me and Alex and my pointy face

I am having a hard time getting use to my face, my body I am ok with since i am still fat (255) so it does not feel so different somehow but my face has changed so much!!!  I went from soft features to a pointy little face with high cheekbones and a sharp chin, and it is weird for me to see photos of myself

We took these at a beatnik party on Saturday

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Motivational Collage Backgrounds

Here are some of my favorites, click to get the full size images

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Shrinking beside the “Panda” (photo comparisions)

I drive a retired “panda bear” cop car, a classic black and white 2005 Ford Crown Victoria Police Interceptor to be precise, and yesterday my mom told me she had seen one driving by and she thought “wow that looks like T’Rina’s car but it can’t be cause that woman driving it is way too small” then she realized it was ME…lol

So i found a photo I posed for in Nov of 2009 when I had just started to lose weight and was probably 445 pounds and on my way to a crazy party all dressed up in wild clothes and hair.  WOW I took up a lot of space beside that huge car!!

So today I put on a 1XL T-shirt I did not think would fit me but did and we posed for photos again (sorry no crazy hair)

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What a difference a year makes (Photos)

Here are some photos from April 4th last year and March 27th this year… just a few days short of a year apart.  I was 418 in the first pic and about 287 in the second.

The lighting on the second pic is a bit harsh and it was very late at night so I am having more photos taken of Alex and I in our Handfasting/wedding clothes this Saturday and I hope to have one I will want to use to add to my logo bar at the top of the page.

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